When We Have To be in the middLe of TwO SiTuatioN..

Actually takde apa yang nak diceritakan..just a piece of story where by when we have to be in the middle of the situation which could make you feel happy but at the same time the sadness are in the picture as well..

Saturday (27 June 2009):
As usual, our (myself, hubby and Boboy)weekend activity is shopping..hanging out together..makan-makan and as what people are always said.. sambil menyelam minum air my hubby are too excited to submit his participation on the Transformers contest which had been held @Penang QBay Mall..he was really confidence to win that contest..Apa yg boleh aku buat rather than always to support him with full of my heart..Good Luck my Dear and who knows the rezeki was his on that day..

Unfortunately..in the evening, we had received the phone call from kampung. Abg Ajaq call told that mak demam..Oh my goodness..my feeling is started to feel uncomfortably. We were waiting till evening..tgk mcmmana keadaan mak. They (abg Ajag, kak cik and kak chaq) said that mak seem to be worsen and they send her to hospital Parit Buntaq, drip about 2 bottle of glucose i belive. Mak betul2 tak larat kata kak cik..We feel so bad for not going back in the evening. Hubby said to go back to visit mak tomorrow morning. Yes I do agree that. So by night time once reached home, I started to pack Boboy's stuffs so tomorrow I will not be in rush preparing everything, all are Boboy's needs..Mummy and papa sehelai sepinggnag jaa..

Sunday (28 June 2009):
As our plan, as early as 9am, punya laa berat mata ni nak bukak..What to expect..it is a Sunday morning..uhuu..nak nak last nite Boboy tido awal as early as 9pm and woke up at 3.30 am..menepuk2 muka mummy then papa, then mummy again..I thought Boboy nak minum susu..So i wake my hubby up to look after Boboy and I went to mix it for him. My goodness my dear little boy, he finished it all almost 5oz of milk but he didn't go for asleep. Dia nak sembang..adoih..then terpaksa laa pretending to sleep just to trap him to go to sleep back but it seems nothing..tak makan saman nmpk gayanyaa..Nak kluar bilik pulak..so I brought him out from the room, again dia nak bermain2 lagi..and the clocky strike almost 5.30am..my GOD, Boboy was still awake..pukul berapa nak tido pon tak tau laa..And finally at 6am, baru dia tido..itu pun setelah 3x buat susu..and yet itu laa waktunya aku baru nak lelapkan mata..

So nak tak nak bangun laa jugak..Sementara Boboy masih lena diulit mimpi..i went to get myself ready first. Right after i finished my bath then he woke up..basah kuyup dah sluaq..mana tak nyaa..susu habih kali ke-4 baru tidoq..Plan to make move before 10 but unluckily it was a heavy rain..so we wait till almost 11 then only make our move..itu pon hujan still renyai2. My mom, ila and OG are following together..Pukul 11 bertolak dari rumah and just make move..tiba2 hubby dapat message from misc number saying that.. "Congratulation..you are selected as one of the winner of *contest apa ntah, dah lupa". please be at Quennsbay Mall by 3pm today for prize presentaition or else you will be disqualified". Adoihh..serba salah jadiknya but we still stick to our plan balik kampung and proceed our journey..sampai kampung at around 12pm.

Oh my Goodness, mak..sedihnyaa..she was too weak even to say things out from his mouth..i feel it is so difficult for her..Mak nampak letih sgt..I feel like sooo frustrated when kak cik and kak chaq said Mak is only demam biasa according to what the people probably nurse at the hospital said..but i don't really believe..too bad..i had went through bad and sad experiences dealing with gov hosp..I am not kind of to condem that particular parties but it is more towards the things that me myself had experience. Rasa mcm nak ajak hubby to bring mak again to the clinic but takut apa pulak kata kak cik and kak chaq..So for the sake of mak's and everyones good, tgu and lihat jer laa..

Tengah hari, we had lunch together but so sad looking at mak yang tak berdaya nak makan..but i beg deep in my heart, please kind of force her to eat and drink at least just a little..kalau tidak of course laa takde tenaga..ksian sgt2.. :-( Time is flying..it is almost to reach 2pm, hubby pon kata nak kena make move as his prize presentation session that would be started @3pm..Kind a bit rush..pkl 2.15 bertolak and exactly at 3pm we reached QBay Mall, the organizer had called and luckily they had posponed the presentation of the prize to 4.30pm. Tapi masa nak bertolak balik dari rumah mak, rasa berat sgt kaki nak melangkah balik but what can only be done is pray to God supaya mak cepat sembuh..Rasa sebak and terharu sgt bila mak genggam tgn anak dia (my hubby) too tight and the same goes to me..she seems don't want us to leave yet..kesian mak sedih dia coz slalu we will stay at least 1 night tp kali ni mcm sekejap sgt balik..mcm semata-mata menjenguk jaa..Me and hubby rasa mcm bersalah pulak..

During the prize presentation, i feel not so happy..my hubby pon looks bad and I know he is thinking of his mom..The 3rd prize seems doesn't mean anything as the feelings is mixed up between sad and happy..no heart to cheer..Right after the prize presentation, aku ajak hubby balik as i don't have mood to even jalan-jalan or window shopping. Right at night nampak hubby termenung jer and i truly know he is thingking of his mom. Be strong my Dear, mak akan OK insyaAllah.

Mid of the night as usual, aku kena berangkat balik ke Shah Alam, tgl laa Boboy with tok dia and papa with his plan for tomorrow..Not going to work but balik kampung again for few days utk tolong jagakan mak..I feel bad again sbb tak dapat together look after her..

Monday (29 June 2009):
Hubby amik emergency leave for three days..The most sad day of today..tomorrow and probably the next day as well (but i hope this wont last that long)..where by the three of us are in the seperation of distance and condition..Papa balik kampung jaga atuk..mummy back to the study mode at Shah Alam and only weekend to come back again..Boboy as usual tinggal ngan tok kat Penang..For the first time ever kami bertiga berjauhan each other..Sedih sgt..I believe that each and everyone of us are strong enough but nor me which is always in tears..It is really a sacrifice of us..I hope mak will get well very soon..Ima sentiasa doakan utk mak..Hubby is still at mak's house kat kampung..not sure when he will get back to Penang for Boboy..probably not tomorrow but perhaps the next day and the most important is mak mesti get better..As hubby said..mak dah nampak OK today compare than yesterday and nor the previous day which i don't have the idea how to describe what the situation and condition is. Anyway..rasa lega jugak bila mak is getting better and better as for now.. InsyaAllah with God bless everything will get better to usual..Aminn..And actually I really miss my hubby and my little boy so much..