Hari yang Sunyi

Since pagi..i suppose to go out to PPD and JPN but half of my way driving they called and told me that the person I was suppose meeting to had not coming to work..emergency leave..So I had my steering on my hand turning it back and drive to home..sakit ati jugak laa..

And a whole day today was a very silent day to me..Boboy tidor lepas tgh ari tadi..his abangs (my two nephews) dah balik Kelantan last night..Really i feel soooooo quiet without them around cheering my boy..Abe ngan adeq dah balik Kelantan last night and really I miss them a lot smpi my hubby said I was in sleeptalking last night talking something to Fakhri (Abe). they had been here at my house for two weeks spent their school holiday and through out the time, Boboy had a very much fun with them. I really happy to see them bonding happily together. Abe and adeq plak tak habis2 ngan cycling every evening and 2 days before they go back, they got a kite each one from their tokcik..dua hari melayan layang-layang laa..and I had fun playing layang-layang too with them yesterday..

the most sadness that I could see was from my little boy's face...he felt soooo bored without anyone for him to play with...sedihnyaa syg mummy keseorangan takdak kawan nak bermain2..but my little love..mummy sentiasa ada di sisi syg ok..main ngan mummy blh jaa kan...mlm ni kita ajak papa hang out to QBay jalan2 makan angin tepi laut nak....

I really pray to God and really hope with my mood which was really unstable as for now with all the challenges that comes..I still would be able to cheer u up my dear little son..Apa-apa pun yang berlaku mummy will never leave u dear and believe with God will...we will never be a part again..Amin....

To Abe and adeq, do study hard esp Abe..you are sitting for UPSR this year OK..ateh doakan Abe berjaya dgn cemerlang insyaAllah..