I hate them..they are LIAR....!!

I am such not in mood in blogging these days..I feel like I have no hope for the thing that i really ambitious to..they seems like playing a fool to us..I feel like all the sacrifice that I did before were no means and useless for all..Why..?? Why..?? and why have to be these way..why it should happen to me and all of them out there that face the same fate like me..

Reason..?? they were giving the reason that I feel it was damn stupid and totally not reasonable and NOT AT ALL acceptable..I am so sad now..there are no such words to describe how i feel now..Should I back off..should I surrender..should I give up..should I just forget all about this..?? Should I..?? Should I..?? Should I..??!!!!!! arghhh...!!! ~tertunduk..lemah~

Tak mungkin semudah tuu..!! What does it means of all it..pengorbanan tinggalkan anak..tinggalkan hubby semata-mata cita-cita yang dijanjikan..but now I fell everything had gone crashed..and I just can't say anything and just do nothing about it..but I know life still have to carry on..even though it was such not a rezeki of mine and my family..i still have them..peeps around that sill love and support me and hence I should really thankful to GOD..
Alhamdulillah..but GOD please give me the strength so I could face all this with my piece of mind that going weak and weaker.. :-(