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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I hate them..they are LIAR....!!

I am such not in mood in blogging these days..I feel like I have no hope for the thing that i really ambitious to..they seems like playing a fool to us..I feel like all the sacrifice that I did before were no means and useless for all..Why..?? Why..?? and why have to be these way..why it should happen to me and all of them out there that face the same fate like me..

Reason..?? they were giving the reason that I feel it was damn stupid and totally not reasonable and NOT AT ALL acceptable..I am so sad now..there are no such words to describe how i feel now..Should I back off..should I surrender..should I give up..should I just forget all about this..?? Should I..?? Should I..?? Should I..??!!!!!! arghhh...!!! ~tertunduk..lemah~

Tak mungkin semudah tuu..!! What does it means of all it..pengorbanan tinggalkan anak..tinggalkan hubby semata-mata cita-cita yang dijanjikan..but now I fell everything had gone crashed..and I just can't say anything and just do nothing about it..but I know life still have to carry on..even though it was such not a rezeki of mine and my family..i still have them..peeps around that sill love and support me and hence I should really thankful to GOD..
Alhamdulillah..but GOD please give me the strength so I could face all this with my piece of mind that going weak and weaker.. :-(







8 comments:

Lady of Leisure said...

be strong dear.. may Allah grant u strength ya... dalam hidup ni pasti ada terselit dugaan.. but now worries ok.. problem r meant to be solved and we r meant to solve the problem... insyAllah everything will be ok..
:)

Imma said...

Ntah laa Lady...of course i am frustrated..xtau camna nak cakap...sedih pon ader jugak..lagi kesian ngan diorg2 yg quit their job just because to be in this path but ended up with this result..aduih...i feel sooo bad and guilty to my family esp to mr Hubby and my little son.. :-(

anyway..thanks for your support..really appreciate it.. :-)

Drama Mama said...

pasaipa ni imma? apa cerita and apa resultnya?

takpa, Allah will definitely give rainbow after the rain, insyaAllah. just have faith in Him. take care

zafwah said...

ape citer ni imma..pasal posting ke?? suspend aku baca..

Imma said...

Bai: ceritanya pg smlm ada 'org' cakap kat org2 mcm kitorg nih pi laa cari kerja lain dulu and jgn duk harap sgt kat p*****g skrg nii..xtau bila sbb depa takdak budget..sakit hati tak dgq jawapan camtu..sedihhnyaa...

Imma said...

zafwah: suspend kann..?? but mmg suspend gila lahh berita nih..aku lagi laa sedih and kecewa sgt mcm dipermainkan mcm nii..

adcom said...

ye ke imah..sedihnya...bersabar ek.semoga Allah memberi yg lebih baik lps ni...

Imma said...

Hmm tuu laa adha..aku cam dah patah semangat jer dah nii...i just don't know where to start again..i am kinda lost at this moment the way to get up again..tsk tsk tsk..